Screw this.

Screw the TV.

Screw my birthday.

Screw this whole entire fucking month.

I just don't give a damn anymore. Not with all this shit that's been happening.

I can't even believe that I won't be going to the Homestuck meet like I wanted. I'm so fucking unlucky this month. My mom got sick at the last minute. My mom. The only ride I even have! I should have never even planned to go- my plans are always wasted because they either get scheduled over by my mom or shit like this happens.

Even if I did get enough money to replace my broken TV, even if I did manage to buy it and hook it up in time for my birthday, it's only 11 days away and, since it's not guaranteed that I can even get it, it's too late to even send out invites to my friends. So I wouldn't even have a birthday celebration anyway.

And I can forget about going out to eat or going to see a movie instead. It will just end up the same as it did today. No fucking ride. Pointless to even think about it.

Commissions are now closed. I'll be finishing up the two requests that I owe on monday and then I'm going to wallow in self-despair and draw some more quadrant fan art of my fantrolls afterwords. Lot's of it. As much as I can. It seems to be one of the few things that I enjoy doing (besides role playing) anymore. Maybe draw some TahnoXFanChar art. I don't know why I have such a horrible crush on a cartoon character. :/

That, and work on the next page of Warriors ARE which is way overdue.

I really don't have anything but you guys left. <-- and this is pointing out the obvious, sadly.